2020 has been the year where nothing has gone according to plan or expectation. I literally brought in this year throwing up. The moment we turned the corner from 2019 on New Year’s Eve at midnight into 2020, I knew something was wrong as my insides were wrenched by a stomach bug that kept me up the entire night. Even in that awful night of relentless sickness, I felt Jesus close, almost as if His hand was purging me for love’s sake.